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The Kat is feeling...: amused

1. Don't Speak In My Pants
2. Run Fay Run In My Pants
3. Xerxes In My Pants
4. Fly Or Die In My Pants
5. Floyd The Barber (Live) In My Pants
6. Soul To Squeeze In My Pants
7. Blue American In My Pants
8. Don't Worry About It In My Pants
9. Suite Lines In My Pants
10. Next Year, Baby In My Pants
11. Hollow Little Reign In My Pants
12. Eric The Half-A-Bee Song In My Pants
13. School (Live) In My Pants
14. Bathwater In My Pants
15. Breaking The Girl In My Pants
16. 40 degrees In My Pants
17. Finland In My Pants
18. We've Had Enough In My Pants
19. What Became Of The Likely Lads In My Pants
20. Every Thug Needs A Lady In My Pants

The Kat is feeling...: drained
Choons: REM - Drive

...every cloud has one. Where's mine? Anyone care to inform me? </font>

 I've spent the last couple of days picking out things that MAKE LIFE BEARABLE. Therefore distracting me from all the random bawz, brought mainly by school. </font>

 Got an interview for Edinburgh. Not sure if that's even where I want to be. Need a portfolio, which is a bit...not together at the moment. Ms McNeill is going to go mental, but I'm not going to take it to heart. I figure that a year at college will do me no harm whatsoever if I don't get in to art school. I don't need to go away this year. What's one little year when you're 17? I'm going to try and chill about the whole art school thing, because as long as I end up there eventually I'll be happy. Regardless of how that happens. Hell, I'll pose as a foreign student at the age of 95. *hops in with walking stick shouting 'MY NAME IS GIANNA GIANNINI! I AM FROM EGYPT! YOU PAY ME TO BE HERE!* </font>

 You know, basically what's happening is I'm being pushed now, so I can get back to where I am now, but older. School; more education; good steady job; family if you like; house in a nice area. Wayhey. I suppose life is in the middle somewhere. Shit, it's depressing. I know it's naaive, and ideallistic, but I'd love to make a living doing something I really love. Surely someone out there has a job they enjoy, and actually regard as a passion. When you get a job, part time and shitty as mine is, you realise that everyone is just there to make money. Not to help other people, or for a feeling of accomplishment. If you try to be more efficient, it's because you want recognition, and more money as a result. </font>

nbsp;I'd like to move a bit further away from it all, be relatively self sufficient. Could maybe make a living just selling work, or teaching a few people now and then. It seems far fetched, but I know someone who does it. Just seems so much more rewarding than just moving where the best school is, and where there's enough space for your car. But hell. I probably won't do this. I'll forget all the dreams of the life I want to lead, and I'll end up full time BHS, maybe even a manager- if I'm really lucky. In a crappy wee flat, with my dog. </font>

Maybe when I'm 60 I'll live in a tree house. Although the ladder may pose problems with the old joints.

I think that when things get you down, you have to look at the bigger picture. Some people are homeless, starving, with their families gone. I'M HERE, HEALTHY, and so is everyone I love. Can you really ask for much more? Which leads me to COMIC RELIEF. After I was paid for food today, I figured I can contribute via baking. Anyone willing to help with selling of cake? Just in the common room or whatever. Would be greatly appreciated. Regardless, everyone should GIVE GENEROUSLY!

There's probably more on my mind, but I'll bore you with that later.

Oh yeh, psychology. You suck. I'll leave it at that.

This has been a big rant, really. Ah well. Feel better though.

Emm x x x

The Kat is feeling...: exhausted
Choons: Nancy Sinatra - Bang Bang (my baby shot me down)

1) Copy this list into your journal.
2) Bold what is true.
3) Leave plain what is false.
4) If you're not sure, or the answer is complicated, put it in italics.
5) Add something at the end.
 
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV this year than last year.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I have done something illegal.
009. I have watched porn movies 010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I curse frequently.
015. I have changed a lot over the past year.
016. I have a hobby.
017. I have been to another country.
018. I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
019. I have been told that I am very smart. 
020. I have broken a bone.
021. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
022. I love rain.
023. I can be paranoid at times.
024. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
025. I need money right now.
026. I have tried sushi.
027. I have been to Las Vegas.
028. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
029. I was born in a country other than the USA.
030. I shave my legs.
031. I have a twin.
032. I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
033. I am good at styling other people's hair.
034. I am usually pessimistic.
035. I have mood swings.
036. I think prostitution should be legalized.
037. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
038. I have cheated on a significant other.
039. I have a hidden talent.
040. I have been sexually intimate with more than ten people.
041. I am currently single.
042. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
043. I enjoy talking on the phone.
044. I love to shop.
045. I would classify myself as "ghetto".
046. I am obsessed with my LJ.
047. I don't hate anyone.
048. I am a good dancer.
049. I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
050. I have a cell phone.
051. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
052. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
053. I have been in a real relationship.
054. I have rejected someone before.
055. I currently have a crush on someone
056. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
057. I want to have children in the future.
058. I have changed a diaper.
059. I have had the cops called on me.
060. I bite my nails.
061. I am allergic to something deadly.
062. I have a lot to learn.
063. I have dated someone 10 years (or more) older or younger than me.
064. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
065. I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
066. I have been rejected by someone.
067. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
068. I have avoided work to play with my blog.
069. I, as a child, learned "the difference between boys and girls" with a neighbor or friend.
070. I enjoy country music. (get tae)
071. I love my friends.
072. I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
073. I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
074. I am a perfectionist.
075. I love Michael Jackson - scandals and all.
076. I have watched the television show "Spongebob Squarepants".
077. I have dated a close friend's ex.
078. I am content as of this moment.
079. I have gone scuba diving.
080. I have had a crush on somebody I have never met.
081. I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
082. I play a musical instrument.
083. I strongly dislike math.
084. I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
085. I own and use a library card.
086. I have been to Europe.
087. I have seen "The Lord of the Rings" trilogy.
088. I have seen the television show "The O.C."
089. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
090. I like eating Ramen noodles
091. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
092. I am currently suffering of a broken heart.
093. I consider myself to be a "nerd".
094. I am left handed.
095. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
096. I enjoy smoothies.
097. I have had major surgery.
098. I have a pet.
099. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
100. I own 100 CDs or more. (technically not all owned by me)
101. I am currently in my pajamas.
102. I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy.
103. I will try anything once.
104. I have tried a drug that is illegial.
105. I am a cuddler.
106. I have one or more body parts that are asymmetrical. (everyone does, btw. don't try and pretend you're all symmetrical.)
107. I am a Republican.
108. I am Catholic.
109. I am a college student.
110. I like to cook.
111. I like to vacuum.
112. I collect picture frames.
113. I get along with my parents.
114. I like Shakespeare.
115. I like to sing.
116. I practice a religion that is not considered "mainstream". (Jedi?)
117. I have counted down the days until the summer.
118. I have fulfilled someone's dare at a party or gathering.
119. I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
120. I have been to an anime convention.
121. I have a hard time paying attention at school.
122. I have a car.
123. I am an only child.
124. I work at a job that I enjoy.
125. I sleep a lot during the day.
126. I like the taste of blood.
127. I have swam in the ocean.
128. I know how to shoot a gun.                                                                                                 129. I like being the center of attention.
130. I am currently pregnant.
131. I have watched "Sex and the City".
132. I am married.
133. I want to get married.
134. I have all my grandparents, none of them have died.
135. I am a huge fan of lists.
136. I have had my hair cut within the last week.
137. I enjoy jazz music.
138. I am a "morning person".
139. I currently regret something that I have done.
140. I have written a story outside of school.
141. I think Erik is a sexpot.
142. I like the boston red sox
143. I think Mark Bellhorn is Sexy
144. I love Rammstein
145. cKy is the best band ever.
146. I love skinny boys with cute hairdo's (you mean, poofs, really)
147. I love chocolate.